I would like to say that sleeping is always a pleasant thing
I wish I could enjoy every minute I spent doing nothing but thinking
but no, there's no such thing when I'm dreaming
there are no dreams besides those scary ones
those creating images and scenarios so cruel, that make me yell
yelling is the only thing I've got when sleeping
and fear.
Fear of sleeping, fear of dreaming again
fear of nightmares
fear of myself.
